I recently
saw a quote, from the 1933 novel Lost
Horizon by James Hilton, which resonated with me. I quote: ‘He was discovering
happiness in the present; when he sat reading in the library, or playing Mozart
in the music room, he often felt the invasion of a deep spiritual emotion as if
Shangri-La were indeed a living essence distilled from the magic of the ages
and miraculously preserved against time …” That pretty well sums up how I feel about
reading good literature and performing and emotional depth, for me.
It made me
think that we each find our own Shangri- La, that mythical utopia where time
stands still. My Shangri-La can be found in the compositions of the likes of
Bach, Haydn, Handel, Verdi and Wagner, as well as Sculthorpe, Grainger, Elena
Kats-Chernin and our own Maria Grenfell. It can also be found in the works of
writers such as Tolstoy, Austen, Dickens, Eliot, Kipling, Kate Atkinson, Jane
Gardam and Richard Flanagan, as well as poets, essay writers, philosophers and
historians such as Emily Dickinson, Christopher Hitchens, AC Grayling, Clive
James, William Dalrymple and our own Alison Alexander. How fortunate we are to
have our lives enriched by such perceptive artists.
So how did
it come about that from young age I developed a taste for reading? For me, a
family focus on reading for pleasure provided optimal conditions for nourishing
my imagination and nurturing a love of reading and a love of learning.

For my son
it was Paul Jennings, Tin Tin’s adventures, Indiana Jones and history books. For my youngest daughter it was The Chronicles
of Narnia, The Wind in the Willows and
The House at Pooh Corner. For my youngest grandchildren it is Mem Fox,
Pamela Allen, Margaret Wild, Pat Hutchins, Anna Fienberg and Maurice Sendak. For
the grandchildren, largely thanks to the work of Children’s Book Council and its
promotion of quality Australian children’s literature, particularly young adult
fiction, and picture books, a whole new world of books has been added to the
existing stock of what we had as children. Together with publications of useful
advice for parents, the Council has made it so much easier to find good books
for young people and it deserves our thanks and congratulations for that effective
and far-reaching contribution.

My father
had been a Colonel in the 16th Punjab Regiment in what was then India.
He and my memsahib mother left India during the bloody upheaval which saw the
creation of Pakistan. Freedom at Midnight and India’s tryst
with destiny was no less than that for our family. After a brief sojourn in
England my family, which then included my parents, an aunt, newly-born me and three
siblings ended up on a farm in Barrington in the northwest of Tasmania. We were sort of traumatised, transplanted Anglo-Indians
in a bewildering new land and culture. It was tough for my parents, so far from
family, with little money and few luxuries other than an Aga stove, their books
and a piano, but as children growing up in Tasmania, it was the best gift they
could have given us.
I had an
idyllic childhood living on that farm in Lower Barrington. The rich experiences
I had there until the age of eight became a defining element in my life. For me the move to Tasmania provided optimal
conditions for a happy, stimulating and enriching childhood nurtured and
nourished by these three extraordinary, well-travelled, well-read, culturally
aware people. My father, mother and her
sister, so grateful to be released from the horror of war and the savagery and
spontaneous irrational slaughter that accompanied the partition of India,
basked in the peace and natural beauty of Tasmania and re-lived the memories of
their life experiences before war, with stories of India and England that
ignited the imagination of a young child and became as real to me as if I had
been there.
My mother, determined
to nourish the spiritual and academic development of her children, sent her two
eldest (aged eight and ten) to boarding school in Melbourne and took on the
education of the now four young ones herself, unfolding to us the
treasures of learning and literature. I always thought it was our good fortune
not to be sent to boarding school because we younger children also had our father;
a man of extraordinary sparkle and brightness, humour and wit, an officer and a
gentleman and a graduate of the Royal Military College Sandhurst and a citizen
of the world, who opened our eyes to history, politics, and geography. Because my parents knew nothing of Australian
children’s literature at that stage, our books were weighted heavily in the
English and Anglo Indian tradition.
Every day my father fed us a literary diet that included AA Milne, JM
Barrie, Kenneth Grahame, CS Lewis, Beatrix Potter, Kipling and Dickens with
lashings of Aesop’s Fables and Grimm’s Fairy Tales and, importantly, he kept us laughing. One of
my earliest memories is of squabbling with my siblings as to whose turn it was
to be the one to sit on Daddy’s lap as he read to us. Those books and their
characters became my friends. I returned to them again and again when I could
read for myself and introduced my children and grandchildren to them.
My aunt, a
teacher and mentor of genius as well as a uniquely gifted pianist, artist and
mother, had a gift not only for imparting a profound understanding of and
enthusiasm for music, painting and poetry and almost all of the accoutrements
of civilised living, but also for bringing literature to life. To this day I associate reading, literature,
learning and music with love, warmth and a sense of belonging.

Freed from
rationing in England my aunt created river
bank picnics like Ratty’s, by the stream that ran through our farm. They
were lush affairs with a heavy Indian influence of curry puffs and other Indian
treats such as condensed milk. We sent invitations to the River Bank
inhabitants to join us and were sure that if we looked hard enough we would
find Mole’s House. And we were always
careful to avoid an encounter with a Heffalump. Tasmanian places with
extraordinary names like Nowhere Else,
Paradise and Hells Gates became our version of the Wild Wood where we
looked vainly for Badger’s house, hoping against hope that we wouldn’t
encounter the weasels and stoats. Those
who were at boarding school missed out on this enrichment, which engendered in
me a love of learning and an enduring passion for literature that has sustained
me throughout my life. These books and their characters are still my friends. They are still relevant but with the passing
years take on a similarity to people we all know. Take Mr Toad for example:
The clever
men at Oxford know all there is to be knowed
But they
none of them know one half as much as intelligent Mr Toad
And as with
so many favourite novels, they bear reading over and over again.
“I do remember [the stories]” says
Christopher Robin “only Pooh doesn’t very
well so that’s why he likes having it told to him again, because then it’s a
real story, not just remembering.”
And I can’t
believe, now that I am an Anglo-Indian-Australian, that I live in a sort of
Toad Hall complete with chandeliers, which even has a lake, on which Ratty can
row his boat and Ducks can dabble up
tails all. The grandchildren and the
Governor and I have picnics on the bank of the lake and live in expectation
that one day, when they are ready, Badger and Moley will appear. Charlie has
even seen a Heffalump and Toad has been seen trying to steal the vice regal Daimler.
Rabbit and her relations, who are far too plentiful at the moment, on the other
hand scurry about as if they own the place.
